Showing posts with label Prince, Valentine’s Day, Skype, Grindhouse. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Prince, Valentine’s Day, Skype, Grindhouse. Show all posts

14.2.09

Another Lonely Christmas

If you recognize that title, you know how sad a song that is. I made it through Valentine's Day. Got to spend two lovely hours with my daughter. Saw her vice parents for a few (and had a lovely dinner with them). Talked to my friends. A lot of good. Helped to keep me from forgetting the pain.

Got high speed Internet finally. Got Skype (look me up). Both should help me connect with people I don't know and have no connection to.

It's a cold night. I have no body to snuggle next to. I miss that. I miss rubbing a woman's back or feet because she had a tough day. I miss exchanged glances. I miss connecting like a human should connect. "Grindhouse" is on. I last watched this with The Girl.

Cold night. Valentine's Day. The world at my fingertips. There's no reason to be lonely, but every night is another lonely Christmas.

I thought of a new motto for our currency. "Unending Misery."